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Saturday, August 9, 2008

"Do you want a boyfriend?"

I stare at the ground when he asked me this... and then he said,

"I don't want a girlfriend."

"I want someone who truly loves me. Do you know that I truly love you very much?"

Monday, June 9, 2008

I'm worried sick. My head hurts. I don't know what's going to happen and I pray it'll be a positive outcome. I worked my ass off. I do not deserve this!

The bf is on holiday (busy busy bf!) and shit, i actually really need him now. Especially at a time like this. I dunno whether he is even aware how f-king upsetting this is.

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*Update: I just realised how whenever i blog now, it's abt 'the bf'. haha well, it's a nice change isn't it? LOL.

Friday, June 6, 2008

I just typed something which I deleted. That sentence is absolutely redundant which leads to this one.

Note to self: STOP THINKING & WORRYING. I'm going to pray and go to bed! It's about time.

The boyfriend is going to Terengganu on Monday! I'm so jealous..

He's going to start his, "I miss you." marathon again. I know, I'm weird. I just really dislike it when he says that cos it makes me miss him too and I feel like all my walls are down. I mean he doesn't have to say it.... but it seems like my friends need to hear it cos WHERE IS EVERYONE?!!?!?

I MISS YOU GUYS!!!!!!

There are so many new places I wanna visit, so many new things I wanna do, so many sweets and yummy food I wanna try...with you, you and you!

I wish everyday is a Sunday.

Thursday, June 5, 2008

So the bf is in camp.

He put a flower in my hair yesterday. LITERALLY. lol

He bought me 1 stalk of rose. haha

I'm thankful for him.

I'm thankful for the peace and calmness he brings me amidst the chaos and headache I get from home.

My head is about to split now from the madness that just occurred between my parents and I.

*think happy thoughts! thinks of the bf*

TMR I HAVE TO DO UP THE BURSARY AND CHECK MY EXAM RESULTS.

I'm going to pray now. Please help me God!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

STUPID BOYFRIEND.

Sunday, June 1, 2008

At the risk of sounding like a sticky girlfriend,

I miss the boyfriend.

shit.

anyway, mommy knows.

I miss the bestie too. She's being unresponsive.

I MISS EVERYONE.

LE SIGH. I feel so small.

I'm worried about my future. I'm worried about my studies, my career, friends, family, relationships.

I should sleep/ goodnight world.

Saturday, May 24, 2008